So I guessed I have been given the marching orders...

But the damn thing is that we have done so much together, we have spend so much time together, now I dunno how to lead my own life... That is why I did the things I did last night... I dunno what to do anymore...

Now all I can think of doing is just lying on my bed... Dun even feel like eating... I dunno what to do! I dunno whee to go! I dun even feel like meeting people at all... This is damn bad...