I really dunno why she has this kind of powers over me... There's no wrong that she can do... And I feel all weak and lost and lonely when she's to around...

Without her everything seems pointless... I always thought I'm not someone like this, but this time round, I have been proven absolutely wrong... I'm still a emotional fuck after all... My actions, my feelings, my thoughts are all been guided by my emotions... And u know what's the worse (or maybe it's the best?)... My emotions are all controlled by her...

Fail...

But the most important thing, I actually dun mind her having this kind of powers over me... Haha, the irony of it all...