up or down? left or right?

i tink im having mood swings... which is like no good... damn long no like tat le... why suddenly like tat again? i feel like talking to someone, but i dun feel like talking to anyone... do u know wat im talking bout? ya its this kind of damn cock feeling la... damn confused, dunno wat i wan actually... wanna go left but wanna go right too... wanna go up but then down seems quite good too...

why ar? someone tell me pls...

and im supposed to be studying... damn...