xmas...

ppl close to me recently will hear my complains bout the lack of the build-up to xmas... and thus making the whole thing like super no mood, super no atmosphere...

i can still recall, not so long ago, the weather would be very nice, very cooling, rainy, so nice... i would be sitting one corner in my room, listening to the radio... playing xmas carols... reading some book... then got those stupid xmas movies... like home alone, die hard and shows like tat... then the shows sometimes quite stupid... but will always have nice xmas endings... haha... quite stupid la... but at ;east got some kind of anticipation leh... i also dunno wat i actually want lah, just tat xmas doesnt seems the same anymore... why ar?