confused...

eh... i feel damn lousy but at the same time feel damn good... lousy cos... i went for trainings then like damn weak la... run abit cramp... sun shine abit going to die... run abit more then like lungs burning, back aching... anytime can die kind...

but feel good cos i finally started the long long long overdue trainings tat im supposed to be doing... all the runnings, all the tacklings, all the sun... wooooo... whole body feels like crap... but u know tat's cos u're doing work...

aiyah... so confused...