these few days...

trying hard... almost got it... but still not quite there yet... trying hard to use other things and friends to forget... other things and friends have been great... but there are still times when i'm all alone and thoughts start rewinding... i so hate to sleep now... but cannot... need my beauty sleep... need to look beautiful... but still har... when u lie there... waiting to fall asleep and nothing else to do... these are the times when memories strike... i'm sure many of u know wat i'm talking about... so i just try to make myself really really exhausted... really tired... before i even try getting on my bed... so i can actually just lay on my bed and fall asleep... simultaneously...

ah... but thanks har... all u out there... muahahahaha... almost there... just abit more wor...