fresh nEW JACKY~~~~~

i just ate ba gua (bbq pork slices)... HEAVENLY... well... while i was sinking my teeth into the heavenly pork slices, i suddenly felt tat life aint tat bad to me... wat i'm going through now is just like constipation (which certain female friend of mine is very familiar with...), i experiencing pain cos i can't get the shit outta me... and becos of the pain and the frustration and the feeling of helplessness, i'm beginning to feel depressed... actually, to think bout it, it's aint a big problem.. there are much worse problems around... but stupid me have to think that the world is gonna end, and i'm gonna die... well... solution to the problem is so easy... JUST GET THE SHIT OUTTA SYSTEM... well... u can do this by alot of methods... banana, medication, or just pure patience... and for some... or maybe just one... alcohol can do the trick...

for me... i dunnoe wat i can do to get the shit outta system... but hey... since i discover tat it's just a small problem... then it aint no problem... pain is nothing to ruggers... i'm trained to withstand pain... and i'm so sure that i'll be able to squeeze the shit out of me soon~~~~~ I CAN!!!