the earth is still spinning...

all the time i act so brave, i'm shaking inside... why does it hurt me so...

i'm choking... the pressure on my chest... cannot take it... i finally got the answer from her... though it's not wat i desired... still... it came from her... there's nothing else which i can do... except to accept it... move on... might take a while... need to rest... will get on as soon as i find the strength to... well... the wounds would just have to be healed by the miracle worker called time...

at least... i can get ready to move on... not to harbour any false hopes... once again... i can feel the earth spinning... i can feel people around me moving... life all along was going on... but i had to deceive myself... tried to make myself think that i was stuck there... make myself think tat if i stayed there long enough... maybe i'll get a chance... but nope... guess i'm out of it...

let me once again... start on my journey.........